December 2008
42 posts
It is going to be a good night IN!
Crazy or what?
Crazy crazy types exist out there living
How do you know whats in the packing?
Unless you unwrap, where is the match?
Of your compliments, of your hopes
Different, different types exist out there
If they dont get you, what is the point?
Unless you express, as a quickening light
Of your needs, of your essence, reveal my delight
Deciphering is a game, a match to be found
Never lose sight of...
Happy Monday...
Went out and about shoping - fours hours around shops, except the secret of today, I avoided shoping centres, and so it made it tolerable and breathable!! Now what did I buy? A good question I ask myself. Around me, is bags, their contents, unknown and uncertain except peeking out I see Audrey Hepburns’ collection (a bargain) - guess what I will be watching tonight, as I won’t move...
Ah the pleasure of having a Monday off……..
Find it...
Fast forward, no need, here is Monday, today
Keep it up, maintain the fine line of reality, hold it strong
Lonely soul, maybe from a distance, Non prevention
Of belonging, of restless sharing hope, like the peaks of the sunshine
Nothing remains static, Neither suffering, nor joy
It is existent, it is within realms of our lightnesss of touch
Only matter is to find it, to search and then to...
Good morning, refreshed, oh yes, and time to get up and soon go..
Decisions, decisions, have a few options of where to go on this Sunday
Where oh where will I choose???
Happy to be at home, oh yes!
Shopping
Today I sang some songs to friends. Went shopping - the bags are still unpacked and will remain so for tonight due to feeling very tired - crowds, noise, and jumble sale shops create this. At one stage, I head to walk out of the shopping centre, just to catch my breath and feel the fresh air again. Enter with caution should be the sign above shopping centres - and will not be entered too soon by...
If I ever look back, I want to remember what I was listening to and loving at particular times…. This has a pureness yet at the same time, lush.
Middle of the road
Randomly musings here…. finally some quiet after the rush and coming and going of the few days, which were thoroughly enjoyed.
Listening to those around me at various stages in their lifes - a friend who is nearly reaching the separation point from her husband, another friend who is newly engaged. Totally opposite ends of the spectrum with one common bond, love. On one hand love flourishs...
It is dark, it is early, I am tired………… yet peacefully tired.
To wish the text messages came when you wanted them too, as opposed to, arriving when you least expect them! A sinking feeling rather than a topsy turvy one.
Worse is, when you have nothing to reply………. if words cannot be kind, should they be said at all? Sometimes it is necesary…....
Subtle reminders
To keep going as I am, nothing more or less
To share, to forget myself, to self cherish
To listen, to witness highs and lows of those around
To push myself outside the front
To believe in deserving, and the self respect remains
To repeat, to keep going as I am.
A few words...
When it comes to its full motion
Of times past, times gone, no emotion
Emotions of loss have paid their fares
Emotions of hope are fastly igniting
Like a feeling of wanting and dreaming
Like the flickering stars on my way home
Wish upon a star, or wish upon being content alone
For now, peace at last, needs no words…..
Tonights entertainment is Woody Allens Manhattan - comedy and intergrity. Tomorrow, Madagascar Escape 2 Africa (not sure how to spell it at this present moment) - how did I get myself tied into this eh? The promises one makes to a five year old boy who is my godson…. no review of same will follow…….
I have a photo taken which reminds of me this scene … Note to...
Floating....
Floating along presently - floating contently along the road with who I am - who knows where the floating leads to but it sure feels nice! What a rocky road the times past have been, yet with some real exploration, non denial, as in, dealing with you/me/him/her, it comes full circle to a happier peaceful sleep time. Really hope my friend is ok, he has become catatonic in the space of the last two...
Another recent discovery - I have not read any of his novels yet - though I will. Decided to go backwards and try this contemplation memoir of sorts first. I am far from a runner, I walk most days!
Loving....
Josh Rouse - what lyrics, sound, and depth this man has. Music to spend a Saturday afternoon with… I cannot believe that up to three months ago, I had never heard of him. I am not certain if his albums/songs have ever been popular here - I heard and discovered him on BBC Radio 2. And I will be on the hunt to hear more of him.
What a find to have…
Strange encounters
I had a most funny experience last night which I must write about, as it was a comic moment, if ever. Then again it was so funny or mad, I wont forget it. There was also a call ‘from out of the blue’ equally not forgotton… Ok, christmas fairy lights, you will be rescued from the dark attic - I am coming for you to shine!
Back from beyond
Back I am coming, even though I was never away in the first place. Sometimes, it is good and healthy not to let life become too predictable, to habitual or routine. If we do we can lose the benefits of what we were trying to achieve in the first place. It is great to go out and discover other continuing aspects of ourselves and not to become too dependable on a crutch. At the end of the day we...