January 2009
85 posts
Return
Back, the anti climax arises
To here, now, once more
A place, a sense of home
On a cliff with the emergence
Of being here, quiet and rare
A air of a quietly confidence
Reserved in shyness
Back to exhaltion from noble
Once more, return to me.
Beyond the realm experience - it happens, and was wonderful
Laisse moi te guider
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Awake earlier than I thought I would be - so much for rest!
Feeling suprisingly calm at present, let’s call it being cool!
For want of a better description….
Have a great weekend.
Rush, rush
Real highs, fake induced highs
You know the rush of the emotion
Adrenaline rushing in to systems
Adding to the rush, exhilariting
Not caffeine induced, indeed
Triggered by flying heart triggered thoughts
Anticpation of unknowns, excitment
The rush of the colour
To the cheeks
Routine has a balanced place
Yet spontaneity has an equal place
For now, the inner calm awaits
the rush - it...
Kerry here I come.........................
Kerry here I may not come - discovered it is a
mystery tour I am heading on.
Destination unknown - I sense Westwards.
I do like suprises and a sense of mystery.
Will report back on return..
Some reassurance provided to my mindful mind. And I realised, one of those flashing lights moments, its should also be about what we want, not the other way around. (It is one matter of knowing, and another matter of doing).
Is this for us? Are they for us? You know them. Ask them for ourselves, not others, if not our road will become slightly blinded.
This time, it requires standing back, and...
Laughs at home last night, oh am I tired!
If I only knew, I would be doing very well
Calculations
Uncertainties master and play their games
Headless, wreckless, why oh why?
Now there is a sweet taste, there is also
the longing hunger
Yet feeling out of your empty hands
As much as whether it rains hard or not
Destiny will unfold, and sooner than you realise
In this uncomfort zone, for a day or two
Uncertainties or else expectations, yet not your style
The results will be formed like...
Emilíana Torrini - introduced to this lady’s music the other night! Atmospheric, and she takes you there.
I soon will be listening to her! (This is a reminder to myself!)
Back...
from a new encounter and road last night! Where to from here?
I have no idea! Yet I do not question, I will release it out there.
Heading out...
Heading out tonight…. to the unknown and to no expectations either. It happened naturally and gradually which is always so much better than forced. What it results in, is anyone’s guess, yet it has to be done. Hopefully it will be the proverbial kick I require and will have a knock on effect of sorts. The cave is caving in, and I do not want this road come the Spring, so it has to be...
Ramblings with B today..
How do you take the next step forward?
Push yourself out, I say, to myself to those listening
The first step is the hardest, famous last words indeed
Yet true, as if, you owe it to yourself, equally as true
Options we discussed today, where to now?
Compose lists, make a wish, give it a try and go
A honeymooner or a settler down?
Good question, been there, done that, so option two
It must...
If I could....
….. stop coughing, I might feel somewhere close to being in the middle of the health road! Although, I actually went out for a walk today, and was able to breath easily - not to be taken for granted, believe me.
Tomorrow another day beckons, and with each day, it brings a new feeling of health returning - hooray! Small appreciations of life have alot to be said for them.
And reminder to...
Time I went out for a walk
Around from these old four walls
Feels the strength within my limbs
Feel the wind upon my face
And hopefully make it home again!