January 2009
85 posts
Return
Back, the anti climax arises To here, now, once more A place, a sense of home On a cliff with the emergence Of being here, quiet and rare A air of a quietly confidence Reserved in shyness Back to exhaltion from noble  Once more, return to me.
Jan 29th
“Beyond the realm experience - it happens, and was wonderful”
Jan 29th
“Laisse moi te guider ??”
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Awake earlier than I thought I would be - so much for rest! Feeling suprisingly calm at present, let’s call it being cool! For want of a better description…. Have a great weekend.
Jan 23rd
Rush, rush
Real highs, fake  induced highs You know the rush of the emotion Adrenaline rushing in to systems Adding to the rush,  exhilariting Not caffeine induced, indeed Triggered by flying heart triggered thoughts Anticpation of unknowns, excitment The rush of the colour To the cheeks Routine has a balanced place Yet spontaneity has an equal place For now, the inner calm awaits the rush - it...
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Kerry here I come.........................
 Kerry here I may not come - discovered it is a mystery tour I am heading on. Destination unknown - I sense Westwards. I do like suprises and a sense of mystery.  Will report back on return..
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Jan 21st
Some reassurance provided to my mindful mind. And I realised, one of those flashing lights moments, its should also be about what we want, not the other way around. (It is one matter of knowing, and another matter of doing). Is this for us? Are they for us? You know them. Ask them for ourselves, not others, if not our road will become slightly blinded. This time, it requires standing back, and...
Jan 21st
Laughs at home last night, oh am I tired!
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“If I only knew, I would be doing very well”
Jan 20th
Calculations
Uncertainties master and play their games Headless, wreckless, why oh why? Now there is a sweet taste, there is also  the longing hunger Yet feeling out of your empty hands As much as whether it rains hard or not Destiny will unfold, and sooner than you realise In this uncomfort zone, for a day or two  Uncertainties or else expectations, yet not your style The results will be formed like...
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Emilíana Torrini - introduced to this lady’s music the other night!  Atmospheric, and she takes you there. I soon will be listening to her!  (This is a reminder to myself!)
Jan 19th
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Listen The Cult - She Sells Sanctuary “The...
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Jan 16th
Back...
from a new encounter and road last night! Where to from here? I have no idea! Yet I do not question, I will release it out there.
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Jan 15th
Heading out...
Heading out tonight…. to the unknown and to no expectations either. It happened naturally and gradually which is always so much better than forced. What it results in, is anyone’s guess, yet it has to be done.  Hopefully it will be the proverbial kick I require and will have a knock on effect of sorts. The cave is caving in, and I do not want this road come the Spring, so it has to be...
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Jan 14th
Ramblings with B today..
How do you take the next step forward? Push yourself out, I say, to myself to those listening The first step is the hardest, famous last words indeed Yet true, as if, you owe it to yourself, equally as true Options we discussed today, where to now? Compose lists, make a wish, give it a try and go A honeymooner or a settler down? Good question, been there, done that, so option two It must...
Jan 14th
If I could....
….. stop coughing, I might feel somewhere close to being in the middle of the health road! Although, I actually went out for a walk today, and was able to breath easily - not to be taken for granted, believe me.  Tomorrow another day beckons, and with each day, it brings a new feeling of health returning - hooray! Small appreciations of life have alot to be said for them. And reminder to...
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Time I went out for a walk Around from these old four walls Feels the strength within my limbs Feel the wind upon my face And hopefully make it home again!
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