January 2010
11 posts
Off tomorrow....
where is the crescendo of excitement? Will it come upon me as I descend upon
a different country…… it’s sure not at home!
I do not see their inspiration, rather, I hesitate, if it is desparation.
Through the goodness, their fears emerge, indigniation,
Of in denial, or fear……………
It is not lifting just yet, rather it hangs and lurks around.
Every effort is being made, yet only time will reveal its hidden
reasons. Whatever it is, it would be better out, than controling
these ways of mine.
The weekend may give me some needed clues.
Oh I forgot about you,
The Winter had me elsewhere, yet a return may be imminent.
Time to emerge from wherever one was exactly, overcome
the ravages of the long dark evenings - once adored, now less so.
My constant is there, he is learning - or he claims too.
Not easy to be with, and not easy to be without.